To be honest, I've been sad for weeks. At first, it was because of some negative vibes around me and how some people tell me to get rid of it. Cutting off some people in my life in order to keep my mental healthy. Oh, how this world filled with judgemental people. But it's not easy, especially since you've befriended them for years. And then I found out that J is going to leave town for good next month. Due to his job. It's not that we leave in the same town right now, but it usually only takes 45 minutes drive to meet him, and now we will be HUNDREDS miles apart. I want him to pursue his dream but I can't help to feel sadder than before.
Some friends tell me to seek for some professional help because I might be fell into some kind of depression right now. But the thing is, I feel presumptuous to put myself in that category when I still think I could getting by. It would be insulting to those who are much worse off than me. I have no reason to be unhappy about, but I feel this sadness never really ends. Colorful things can't make me happy, watching the moon can't make me happy. Sunflower can't make me happy.
|www.tosave.com parka, Monoxroom pants, Na-Ra Hayley bag, UP shoes|
But to find this affordable shop makes me quite happy, actually. As the name implies, TOSAVE is the place where you can find a lot of clothing product with super cheap price. Can you believe that I got this super cute pink parka for under $10. You gotta prove it yourself and check out their store. I also got a sequin cushion and a vintage golden glasses that I will share in the next post.
The material of this parka is super soft and I love it. I choose the size S, but I think it's still too big for me. Guess I don't need to diet that much, huh? Don't forget to check out their other store which sells Virgin Hair, ROSEHAIREXTENSIONS.